SSSSSSSSIIIIIIGHHH (not the first time i started a post like this)

I'm not born to be a commander la. ahahaha I think back about all the times i was ever given a leadership position and i discover i was never the assertive type (way to go capt. obvious - or should i say, sct obvious xDDDD)

i recall how excited i was about ns before i went in. And now i feel completely opposite of how i felt then. sians. I get super angry that saf is taking all my time away from my family. okay maybe this anger isn't really justified cos i just got one extra duty on the weekend D:< but still. my sister just got back from uk, and it sucks how i may only be spending a few short weekends with her for the next year.

and also. my parents. lately i notice them graying quicker than before. I watch my mom and dad continue to slog on as they grow older and more tired. heart pain ah. Dad especially continues to head overseas to do maintenance jobs. Mom continues to maintain the house on top of her own full-time job.

The whole house is basically split up right now. Dad's immersed in work. Both my sisters are grappling with school. While I'm here stuck in camp. I want my house back!

took a peek at letters, birthday cards, notes, encouragements, photos inside my physical journal :D

One day i need to send letters to all the people who sent me letters.

"la shendelsdein" hahahaha dunnow why woke up this morning laughing at that phrase.

love it :D

life's kinda bland this week. hope for better weeks. rather, look forward to better weeks ;)

I look at my archives and there's definitely a lost book to this series xD a couple of missing seasons in this sitcom. maybe one of these days i'll sit down and recollect. not without some help from my friends' blogs probably.

hahahaha one huge segment prolly would depend entirely on my own memory - haaahhh that shitty period xD

not all shitty maybe

so i ended up in infantry xD

did too well in my coy.

And i decided, wen life hands you lime, make damn good lime juice and offer it to someone who needs some. Probably could do some good to my men as an infantry sergeant hahaha. AND I GET TO GO TAIWAN. lol.