It sure feels like things have slowed down quite a lot since February. And it most certainly has. I would compare this point in time to quarter-way through a 32 click route march - you're almost certain you won't make it to the end but you march on anyways, feet blistering, consciousness wavering, muscles aching, head throbbing.
Using the march as an analog, there'll probably be a time period when the muscle memory kicks in and you just shuffle along like a zombie, most likely numb from the pain xD.
Aaaanywho. I still draw determination and strength from earlier this year. Looking back, I really, reaaally REAAAALLY enjoyed myself. a LOT.
True, after ORD i'll have free time again. go out and do whatever. but there'll never be another time when so much happiness just compresses itself into such a short time span. hoollyyyy shit. Feels like i ate the forbidden fruit of happiness. hahaha too happy liao, on a relative scale it feels kind of difficult to be that happy for that prolonged period anymore, yet, i'm sure i'll get my chance.
You know I always say that I was a lonesome person? Its true. I probably am. Four days alone at home - liberating in some way. peace and quiet. But on the other hand, i kinda feel like i wasted the 4 days on needless things. NS effect? probably. What am i gonna do after i ord i wonder. i most definitely need a job. And wth is everyone doing in NTU?! AHAHAHA. EVERY. ONE. went to ntu. lol. okay not everyone. but its true enough so that when i say everyone its true for most of the people i know.
seriously its not like NTU spent a lot of time fixing up its PR this year. but maan.
hahahaha. I'm gonna go back to school to teach maybe. prolly vs.
So the news from encik is: 1GDS, 2SIR, or admin spec. That's kind of... bad news actually. Rather i don't really know what to make of it just yet, but for now the impression some of my seniors give about those places doesn't make my future 3SG look too comfy.
baaah. 4.5 times 22 is...about 99 weeks. 9 plus 10 plus 12 is 31 weeks. which means by the time i'm finished with scs, i'd be well through a quarter (or more) of NS life. that's actually... not too bad. 3% completion fills up half the glass :D
then i'll have december to august to fool around HAHA
(i'm actually quite worried about that chunk of nothing to do... i'll think of something)
But now i'm trying to figure out where i heard this song
In summary... the usual - uncertain future, treasured past, trying present. Though there's one thing i'm quite certain of:
8/11/12, 12:24 AM: blarg
this couch has not yet been washed. call me creepy i like it that way xDDDDDDD
If blogger ever stopped existing... I'd lose my photo album. really. better save a pdf of my blog xD
