How often does one get the opportunity to set a club's mission hahahaha

aahh i love the weekends, because it gives me a chance to stop being who i want to be, and be who i am now. That means i get to be close to everything i rly love. its funny how who you want to be seems like such a masochistic person. it is kind of schizo isn't it.

i start to question why i'm doing all this though. what's the point of the thrill. if in the end life becomes just a personal investment then i've neglected a whole other dimension with all the people in it

But i love climbing luh. i like its philosophy. when you start climbing everyone tells you that no two people are alike and will have different muscle groups more developed, or different levels of flexibility, or have better balance or planning. no two people will succeed at a route the same way. climbing sort of acknowledges this and it makes me feel at ease.

i kind of need this monologue to justify climbing -_- hahahaha.

whoa gotta i have a date w the wall :B