Shooting's real great xD. 4th among the hundred shooters participating in the army shooting meet. Encik says I'm on my way to the shooting team. Which is great! 'what luck', you know. I'm just super lucky when i need to be hahahaha. But you win some you lose some.

NS' still pretty damn sickening now. Feels like that point in conversation where you've got nothing more to say to your conversational partner but you're still stuck with'em for a long long time. that kind of thing frustrates me.

Soooo frustrated...

I guess shooting's gotta be my thing. It's the solo sport where the only thing that counts is the little dot where your chambered round is eventually gonna land. No 'team', just my gun and I. Kinda resonates with photography a little raight? It's a... quiet sport.

Told dad that i was surprised i made it to fourth place in the controlled practice rounds. He says I should be surprised - surprised I ONLY made it to fourth place hahhaha. Shit mah dad says haaha.

Its pathetic la. To be overly empathetic. Mustn't underestimate others' ability to struggle. Insulting. We are all fighters.