its hard to know what you're working so hard for when the reason is buried so deep under so many other reasons that don't belong to you. I think this is partly why i have trouble enjoying myself in ns.
now more than ever i need a reason to serve hahaha taking my own cadets soon.
22mths to just TANK? or 22mths of something more worthwhile. Not sure if i can help my cadets achieve the second option
and that's not just because this song is so awesome xD
During navigation my section got screwed over by CO sir. The 3 day exercise was fun because of that la I guess. My section quickly decided we weren't going to cheat early on, and because of that we quickly discovered a missing checkpoint and burned like 6 hours getting back on track with the help of our commanders. Cost us our A grade for navigation but hey - i take pride in REALLY finding all our checkpoints. Yet, the takeaway is this: bend the rules when you need to and you know you can get away with it. I want to learn to navigate well too - but fuck man; if the command team don't do their recce properly and lose a checkpoint, hell, just cheat. Of course xD its so contextual is prolly only useful in an uncontrolled situation like navigation.
Why the frack do i serve?
I've been called an escapist from my friends in NY
*chiong sua up knoll during plt attack and then declared dead by sgt* "You know why you died, Damien? Cos you went up alone."
I just bought new clothes for more formal events :D
Sometimes I'm saying things but no one listens. I feel more like a pet than a friend when people do me favors. That look on their face :/ almost an embarrassed look when I slip up and they have to come to the rescue. okay 'pet' is a little harsh on myself. Bro might be more appropriate.
9/16/12, 12:30 AM:
Holy moley back from taiwan at lasttttt. kinda sleepy now but i'll add on this later xD bbnow
LOL can you find me?
