#2 is this: and its something wrong with sutd admissions

see i got 3As, and i got into sutd and no scholarship was awarded. This doesn't really sit well with me because, well, suddenly i may as well as have gotten a less good grade and took a course with a better grade requirement.

before you counter this super fail argument, lemme just point out this is a very very irrational feeling welled up inside that needs to be vocalised, and is never meant to stand up to any argument that anyone may use to counter. For one thing, I do like the course in SUTD so I'm not complaining there.

Just - you know, i thought there'd be a little more value to my hard work.

On top of that:

Paradox of choice

I really really felt like i could have done better for my interview. and that makes me feel very sour.

AGH I should stop complaining. shuddup damien. Sorry, guys.