This particular trip: there was a lot of time for waiting. and not much else to do. so i spent a lot of the waiting time just thinking. About my relationships with people. About my place in this world i guess - and how my results will eventually play a role in it. I considered the importance of companionship - you know the kind - and also its trivial nature at this point.
My parents haven't been the easiest people to live with on this trip. :/ but ya know, when things aren't particularly fun, i try to make fun at least - and it did turn out quite enjoyable. Meh it had its highs and lows.
I'm not gonna lie: I'm scared shitless of my results being poorer than i expect. But what's done is done.
lol i looked at a convo history file quinn sent me and i'm super embarrassed that i was being such a dramaqueen (almost typed dramaquinn hahaha). Am i still like that? Hope not hahahahaha. I think back to recent events and it sure feels like i'm still like that hahahaaahaaaa. meeeehhhhhhhhh. i'm an emotional guy; whaddaya want from me. Anyways i need to thank quinn for showing it to me - remind myself not to be like that too often :/