Have you ever kind of felt like meeting yourself one day, just to see if you'd be friends and get along well, or end up sworn enemies and always be out for each other's blood? I have actually. I took a look around NY and I realised that I see many aspects of me in other people. Frankly I find me very annoying now. I need to tweak the settings a little bit and upgrade some software.

There's this guy who has this ULTRA misplace of trust thing and thinks everyone is selfish and only do things for self-benefit.

Then there's this other person who's mega enthu about everything and gets very sulky when things don't go his way.

There's this other guy who also keeps mumbling and to himself whenever he finds something isn't done the conventional and correct way.

To me these are actually what I thought were very positive traits (of course I portrayed them negatively here hahaha) but now not so. I mean, you can't mumble and grumble about convention if it's always changing, and what you see as correct might not be so in some one else's eyes. As we begin to find out right and wrong isn't so easy to distinguish. If there's a very good reason why something should be deemed right, grumbling still ain't the way because hey, we're the new convention setters, if we start doing it the right way, and if it stands out as really the correct way, then naturally everyone would follow. Okay just reasoning with myself here I've had more illogical arguments.

And assuming that everyone is selfish and self-centered actually, is a very selfish thing to do if you think about it. You'd be more concerned with your own well-being than to really give someone a chance to express some kind of act out of generosity.

So. Upgrading time hahaa