pleaaase focus on schoolwork.

MLTR.

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Today is the first time in many many months that I went out myself to take photos. I actually feel much better doing it myself, since there's no one to criticise me, and no one to guide. So I can do things on my own and in my own time. No one breathing down my neck, talking to me. And most important of all no one to pass comments that aren't the least bit constructive.

Felt great to be at the Botanic Gardens in the evening. Except many people who went there were foreign construction workers and Philipino/Indonesian maids and that kinda disturbed me.

Yeah and this morning when I woke up I suddenly was greeted by a horrifying thought: I wanted to be a teacher! OMG then I realised how crazy I was and dismissed the thought, because there's no way I'm going to loop through what I spent first 18 years of my youth doing again and again and again for the next 82 years of my life (yes I'll live to a hundred you biatches who don't like me. I'll come by your house and knock on your door every year for the rest of your life on your birthday just to remind you how unfortunate you are! AND YES I WILL LIVE LONGER THAN YOU)

Anyway, in New York things are finally warming up a little with the strangers who pass me by everyday. I'm starting to think maybe I'm just shy, and unwilling to open up to new people. Problem is, once i get comfortable, grades just go down the freakin' drain. Saw that in VS hahahahha. Time to make some edits.

OMG photoshop stop hanging on me. I want to sleep.

Almost forgot! My family just got a cat which we named (DRUMROLLLLLLLLLLLLLL): TOOTHLESS(stolen from the movie "How to Train Your Dragon")

Yup it's a cute black kitten with a cute white muzzle and cute tiny white paws. So overall, I'd say it's a pretty cute cat. And it's about to make it's debut as an INTERNET LOLCAT STARTINGGGGGG.........NOW!

It's time to get back to work now that I'm all rested up.

I'm frightened of how much the start of my year in a new school bears so much similarity to when I first entered VS. There was so much enthusiasm in academic work from the beginning but then it all just started to go away. Remember the clipboard? When I was in VS, I used a clipboard from S1 to S2. At the beginning, the board was empty most of the time and I only took it out to use when I needed some backing to write on. Between S1 and S2, more and more stacked up onto the board in one untidy heap.

The same thing is happening now omg. Must reorganise!

I am very very certain that my brain is not meant for school.

Half-life, ApacheHavoc Starwars Galactic battlegrounds, Carnivores, Starcraft and dungeon siege are very good games. And I'm not just saying that because they're the only games my current pc can handle. Hahaha.

Hey. Sorry I couldn't make it today. I think I'm about to fall sick, so I need some rest.

You know what's funny about New York? I always thought that everyone around me were blindly believing and being stupendously optimistic about everything around them, to the point that it became just disgusting and zombie-like. So I sort of caught a cynic bug and it hasn't left since. Then I came to New York and when I look around me I see many more sulking, moping pessimists dragging their feet around the school.

I should live my years in halves. Because then my goals would be short term and more achievable. So here goes. Wait a minute, school's about to begin.

I shall post after I live my worst day in school.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5JrKBeCY1E

Gouda? Anyone?

Some people can just cycle without using their hands. Like, "Look maa, no hands!" It makes me very jealous, and I keep trying to do the same myself and cycle without the help of the handlebars. People who can do without the handlebars somehow can cycle even faster and maneuver even more nimbly than you can, while gripping tightly on to your bike, steering carefully as you go.

Unfortunately, some people are just better at cycling, and letting go of my handlebars just gets me a face full of grit, and maybe a broken bone or two.

Agh stupid people like me belong in the trash. I just want to run run run run.

Ugh. Feeling a little down lately. Moping around at home passes time.

I need to eat more bananas. Then my calves won't cramp as much.

Also there's this perpetual knot I feel at the back of my mouth and I find it hard to breathe again. I imagine I die in my sleep and I get worried hahhahahahahaha crazy no?

Old things go and new things come, I will embrace change like it was my bolster while I'm about to sleep. Which I am now. Goodnight.

AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

Hmm. Ozone.

It's awkward to meet your tuition teacher in the bathroom before lesson begins. Especially since he feels obliged to acknowledge you while he's still doing what any guy does best. (That's peeing by the way.)

I think that sounds very philosophical and shit because I'm like an intellect and I spew pearls from the opening in my head called the mouth. We are all inexperienced travelers.

ANYWAY in a less intelligent way I'm an inexperienced traveler because today I took a bus that I was unfamiliar with to Bedok interchange from Siglap CC, and when the bus went past Bedok MRT station I panicked and hit the bell. Then the bus went ahead into the bus interchange not passing by any bus stops. WIN.

In other news I think I hurt my knee and I might be limping around for awhile. I was totally not trying a new stunt I saw on the internet and hurt myself by accident in the process. Yup normal clumsy me fell down during soccer.

I wish we could all put away our paint-ball guns and use real guns to shoot. What's the point if no one dies right?

OMG BUT 4J OUTING WAS WICKED. I never really remember how much I missed them until we hung out again today. 4J dudes rock luh seriously. I hope we never forget each other. That would be a shame.

I mean they don't do ANYTHING. They don't skate, they don't cycle, they don't lan, they don't play catching, they don't play soccer... nothing. They just talk. So much easier to plan stuff with guys. We do everything omg. Some of us even shop.

Bottom line - girls are boring.



It kinda raises the question of what you would be spending your time doing after you've like hooked up with someone. Remember, none of those awesome fun things stated above. Nope. Just talking. Yup, that's fun. funfunfunfun.