I need to get a personal diary quick.

Life is like a maths paper. You make a mistake once, and then from then on you never make it again, regardless variation of the question/situation. There're some questions that arise every now and then that have painfully obvious answers that we should all know how to answer.

Unless suddenly logic escapes us and what we thought was right in the beginning actually turned out to be wrong, and what we thought was wrong turned out to be absolutely correct. Or what we thought was correct and what we thought was wrong were both completely incorrect, because things aren't always black and white. However, that is unlikely, given what we have learnt from past errors. Then again what is true now may not be true forever - change is the only constant (yeah that's overused), which just makes things all the more complicated and annoying.

Haha I think I need some sleep. That's not me talking, I'm sure. "Your feelings serve you well Obi Wan, but don't let them cloud your judgement!" - Qui Gon from Star Wars - The Phantom Menace.

I will not make the mistake again and I will not unlearn what I learnt. Be as stubborn as an Ox! And I have my friends to thank for helping me learn.

I swear man I hate mind games! People have to stop reaching their filthy hands into my head and twisting and knotting up my brain with all their funny words and strange stories. AGH I must be going crazy.