6/19/10, 4:08 PM: I don't usually count my posts, but this is my 200th one! HAHA!

I'm going to continue on with the 200th post because I like it. Incidentally this song is the 200th song on my playlist! Haha.

Unglamorous:
While playing soccer with PB + NP dudes I tried to anticipate where the ball was dropping cos some one did a high pass, then I turned around because I estimated that the ball would fly straight over me and onto the floor in front of me, then the ball hit my back. Yayyyy.

Then a few months back I was at Math tuition and I was wearing my favourite plain white round neck tee, and when I put my bag on the ground, one of the straps of my bag caught onto a small hole along the sleeve of my shirt and tore a giant hole in my sleeve. Class just began. Hurraaaaayyy.

I think sometimes its really hard to tell whether or not you feel good doing something or not. Like say you told off your friend for being a annoying in class, you don't know if you feel good because you were exercising your right as a student, or because maybe you impressed your classmates or something I don't know. Something along that line. So then you have to imagine that no one was in the class except for you and your annoying friend, and if you did the same thing, you would feel good, or not. So, it's easier to tell if you are genuinely feeling good/bad/whatever if you eliminate other things that would make you feel a different way.

Imagine you have a secret that you feel very happy about, and this secret will in some way affect how others looked at you the way they do, and then you told everyone. Would you be feeling happy because people looked at you differently (more positively I suppose) or because the secret - now no longer secret - made you feel good?! So the point is, unless you can differentiate what's making you feel what, like how a dog differentiates smells, I don't think its a good idea to share with people until you know what it makes you feel. Woo confusing.
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