It's nothing like sleeping, where you gradually slip into unconsciousness. It's like, someone turning off the TV while you're watching a programme. Except your vision retreats from the edges of your field of vision. And there was like this massive absence you feel in your head. Massive absence? Yeah. And it was hard to breathe and all. Peculiar. then I lay back on the bed and blood rushed back to my head and I was alive and well again hahaha.

Happened before. In VS after a game of contact rugby. Someone rammed into my chest and it was fine for awhile and suddenly I just almost passed out. Damn I'm so healthy.

I think things are finally settling in my head. I'm a Nanyang warrior now yay! Woo I feel cheenafied. It's very frustrating when even though you're in Nanyang J you have a notion of going into Anderson. Then suddenly you're all prepared to become a Andersonian (?!) and as sudden as the notion appeared it just burst into flames and vanishes and you're a half victorian half ny warrior again. Identity crisis haha. It sucks man.

I believe I have come to terms with who I am right now though. I think. I'm like a Victorian piloting a NYJC built mobile suit. SHHHH SHUDDAP a boy can dream right?! HAHAHA. Truth be told, despite several unhappy experiences in VS I still feel a little attached to the school. Should have retain one year and convince the rest of my friends to do the same. Then let Haolin solo olevels and our average will be 6 points.