So yeah I have good dreams more often then I have bad dreams. Sucks man I have some phobia of the future. I haven't even been to tomorrow and I hate it already. It's like you're around minding your own business and the next second comes like a train and ruins the whole bluddy day. Surely someone must share my pain. Riight as if anyone would share my paranoia hahaha. Seriously all those freakin' appeals and shit I think wasn't a good experience for me. Or maybe I've already had some kind of idea in the back of my head that isn't necessarily true but then all those things happened and those dark thoughts just consumed a larger part of my brain. Especially the social part.

I realise also that I tend not to feel so sad because my thought process skips that part and goes on to anger or hatred. Yes maybe I should go for some kind of anger management. It's like if you see someone stab a cat or something to kill it I'll immediately be angry at the guy rather than be sad for the cat. I need some output for all of these things huh. Might drive myself insane.

Haha do any of you guys also feel bad when you use the eraser at the end of your new mechanical pencil? I used to hate doing that. It bugged me so much that the eraser at the tip of my mechanical pencil wasn't truly cylindrical anymore. but more of some kind of unshapely cone. But I got over it. Have you?!