11/25/09, 7:39 PM: We all try to convince/lie/"induce happiness" to ourselves.
Sounds very negative but I think it's pretty true. Honestly if anyone wasn't able to do that they'd probably be able to survive without oxygen and be composed of chains of sulfur (Cambridge changed "ph" to just "f") or something. This means people who are capable of that do not exist.

I also think people judge how strong someone is by looks. Which is wrong because I'm no wear near XXXXXL but I'm pretty strong if I say so myself. Yes I'm self-conscious about that.

Today I also realised that many adults I observed in Marche do not have the initiative I expected them to have. Or maybe it was because of the contrast to the productivity of a bunch of people who already know each other and are able to better communicate. I would also associate the productivity to a collective idea or subconscious kind of "need", that characterizes Victorians. It sticks. I'm surprised.

I think "work minimum for maximum reward" is a quality shared by many new workers in Marche. I'm being highly specific so as to not generalize with other workers I have not yet seen. I hope this proves to be untrue, but I doubt it.

I never like people to speak ill of me behind my back. No one does. Except maybe Paris Hilton. Yeah especially if those people are not in the same plane of which you stand. HAHA I don't think everyone understands that. I mean, if two people are like friends, or in the same level or like in the same "caste/class/status" then it's probably okay loh. For me anyways.

HAHAHA Monday was awesome. Primary school dudes and myself went to play badminton together. It was a strange feeling to see them again. Oh and saying that "people change" isn't necessarily true. Well, maybe not for that span of time, but definitely not much has changed.

Oh man then right after that, I went back home to my computer and started chatting with Victoria dudes, and we somehow or rather decided to spend our night at the airport after sending off Ziyad (who went to Egypt). It was kinda cool, dude. We saw activity in the airport slowly seep away as night drew closer. HAHA we saw this sign in the Popeye's store saying, "No studying or card/board games..." which looked like "... or cardboard games..." which is ridiculous. Reminds me of today in Marche. I fell a little ill after that night. The airport is frickin' cold.

Man I still don't know what to do with 900 dollars. Car? Hahaha.

LOL I just had dinner before writing this post, and my sis invited me to join her in getting our hair done at a Tony and Guy training salon or something like that. She asked when my off day was and then do you know what I had to say to her?! "Sorry, I'll have to check with my supervisor." Weird.

Don't you love it when your MP3 player randoms several of your favourite songs in a row? "Someday - MLTR" > "Frail Grasp on the Big Picture - Eagles"
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